In and Out of the Closet

I’m not sure the world needs another blog about Gay’s and the church and the Bible. Well, I’m going to write one anyway. This issue the Holy Spirit hit home to me. I’ve been married nigh on 40 years. No troubles at all at home beyond the normal marital issues.

I am a born again believer. I know the Word and have a good relationship with The Lord. But then “it” happened. Eight years ago I was on a business trip. I’ve traveled all of my adult life and have always been very careful about engaging in any activity that would endanger my marriage.

I can’t tell you why this happened but it did. I drank too much and found myself in a strange house on my knees getting ready to give a transexual a blow job. I didn’t, but I wanted to.

Every since that night, this has been a struggle for me.

Now it’s getting worse. There used to be a lot of Jekyll and a bit of Hyde. Now it seems like Hyde is catching up.

I’ve counselors about sexual issues. They know some of the issues, but not all of them. Since I don’t talk about this with anyone, I thought I would blog about it and let the Lord work through it with me.

Hebrews 13:5 (ESV)
[5] Keep your life *free from love of money, and *be content with what you have, for he has said, *“I will never leave you nor forsake you.”

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